Don't Believe a Word That I Say

I'm running for something completely terrifying
 And I'm trying to make it my own
 But I'm hoping for something
 That only time can show me
 So why can't my head let it go
 I just want a little peace in my mind
 But the more that I learn, the harder I try
 'Hit the ground from the nest and I'm still alive
 But I'm failing the test, I'm living a lie so
 Don't believe a word that I say
 I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
 My brain is jumping all out of place
 Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
 I wonder why comfort is something I seek after
 When there's so much I'll never know
 I try to push further and get stronger
 But every thought gets harder and harder
 So why can't I just let it go
 Don't believe a word that I say
 I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
 My brain is jumping all out of place
 Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
 I'm tired of needing something to fill me
 Tired of seeking something that kills me
 I'm tired of wishing for something more
 When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more
 'Said I'm tired of needing something to fill me
 Tired of seeking something that kills me
 I'm tired of wishing for something more
 When I know it's only gonna make me want a little more so
 Don't believe a word that I say
 I'm only learning and I'm full of mistakes
 My brain is jumping all out of place
 Oh why am I holding on to what's in the way
 I'm holding on to what's in the way
 I'm holding on to what's in the way