Perfect Nightmare

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry
 Why don't I just tell him goodbye?
 Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't
 Build up the strength to say that it's wrong
 Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love
 Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't
 Sometimes I wait for him to change
 But it's okay, I've disguised the pain, yeah
 And I don't ever wanna leave him alone
 They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love with this man, yeah
 Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it
 I already know I don't deserve it
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare
 So when will I wake up and scream
 "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"?
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
 Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know
 Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door
 Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't
 Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go
 But I don't ever wanna leave him alone
 They say I'm brainwashed, but I'm in love with this man, oh-oh-oh
 Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it
 I already know I don't deserve it
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare
 So when will I wake up and scream
 "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"?
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
 Hopin' he's changin', but I'm scared he's not
 Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes
 Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it (keep tellin' myself)
 I already know I don't deserve it
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare, perfect-
 Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it (no way, no way)
 I already know I don't deserve it
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare
 So when will I wake up and scream
 "No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way"?
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare
 No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way
 But if it's from you, I don't mind hurtin'
 This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare)