I blanked

If you didn't want to stay
 I kind of wish you would have told me that
 I'm running off of fumes
 Honestly, I could have used tonight to get my bearings back
 And if you didn't like my face
 I sort of wish you would have told me that
 That was important but
 Maybe I should have known
 But you
 Have your own ideas
 That was all I heard
 I blanked
 About you
 I had the wrong idea
 And that was all I learned
 I think
 How many guitars did I fill?
 Like a million
 Sitting in my car on this hill
 A civilian
 This is what the city wanted
 When they put a fucking hill next to Benihana's
 Would you let me get killed if you're really honest?
 Would you cover my eyes in an ugly moment?
 The moments that we had, they were so nirvana
 I wouldn't trade the past for a different trauma
 And I'll chase you
 Wherever else you go
 I really thought we had a breakthrough
 I was the only one
 How many of these jars did I fill?
 Like a million
 You asked me to start giving you my opinion
 Maybe I should have lied
 But you
 Have your own ideas
 That was all I heard
 I blanked
 About you
 I had the wrong idea
 And that was all I learned
 I think
 But you
 Have your own ideas
 That was all I heard
 I blanked
 About you
 I had the wrong idea
 And that was all I learned
 I think