Agony

Fighting for nothing,
 Aiming for anything but
 Hopeless and faithless
 I find myself again
 This place is so cold
 Just like my father's warm hugs
 It's overdue... I am aware
 To try to make amends
 But confidence is dead
 Candlelight faded away a long, long time ago
 Yet no God has led me to a clear and quiet road
 Still I hear the screams and suffering of my past lives
 Keep telling me to stay the hell out of my mind
 Searching for answers
 They swear they have a clue
 I just stopped asking
 I had to find my own truth
 Taking all these pills
 The only way to subsist
 I cannot keep the way I live
 My lungs are failing I can't breathe
 I'm on my knees
 Candle light faded away a long, long time ago
 Yet no God has led me to a clear and quiet road
 Lying on the floor losing my sight it's now my time
 A scarlet light arose and covered me with fire
 No podéis comprar la salvación; no podéis ganar la rectitud
 No seréis salvados porque viváis una vida recta,
 sino que viviréis una vida recta porque ya habéis sido salvados
 No dudes del poder amante de mi Padre,
 sino tan solo de la sinceridad y alcance de tu fe.
 Para el que cree de veras, todo es posible.
 What's this epiphany?
 I've always felt empty with these beliefs
 Facts changed at their will
 Thus we could be controlled
 You punish me if I don't follow the rules
 Can you fit all this in perfection?
 Death has come to me and made me see the darkest night
 Suffocation's nothing compared to its evil wrath
 Suddenly epiphanies destroyed the wicked knight
 I started to believe and chose to live my life