Pale Monument

I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
 I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
 I gouged my eyes, so filthy as me, you cannot see
 I gouged my eyes to not see what I have to see
 See what is lost eternally, live in me
 (I'm) trying to burn it all inside of me
 Burn what is lost just in this place I used to be
 (I'm) trying to burn it all. it's killing me
 I close my eyes in the colored wind I used to feel
 I close my eyes with an angel impaled that I have sealed
 I saw the light which used to be mine, I saw their sign
 I saw the light that made me blind but still I am alive
 See what is lost eternally, live in me
 (I'm) trying to burn it all inside of me
 Burn what is lost just in this place I used to be
 (I'm) trying to burn it all. it's killing me