The Trial By The Dead

Since I have tasted the thing called wisdom
 Since I have touched the truth
 Since I have met my destiny
 My fear keeps growing inside of me
 I wasn't aware that my eyes were shut
 Before my time is through
 Like plagues silently it spread
 It will choke me until I'm dead
 I'm on my own
 So far away I have come
 When I reached the land of bliss
 The gate was already closed
 Of father time, why don't you just let me walk out of this?
 Why are you so cruel to me?
 Since I have opened my eyes
 Since I have stopped covering my ears
 Since I have discarded my disguise
 All I can do is breeding my fears
 I stand all alone
 So far away I had to come
 I've been keeping walking alone
 I know I have come too far
 I've been keeping walking alone
 I know there's no turning back
 I live in a dream
 Then I die in a dream
 Do you know why I had to welcome my demons
 With those dreams to be gone
 Do you know why I had to welcome my demons
 With those fears to be gone