Perfect

Yeah some people like me are just destined
 To fuck up everything that we mess with
 If I was made as a joke, I don't get it
 Missed the call, But I guess I got the message
 Usually, I fall too hard
 I'm addicted to pain
 And if the world's on fire
 I'll be swimmin' in flames yeah
 'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for change
 I know I'm far from perfect
 But I know I can make it work
 I know I can make it work
 Feels like I'm crazy
 Everybody knows my name
 But I don't even know mine lately
 Going insane
 Weighing heavy on my brain
 But I don't even know my name
 This a story bout a ID crisis
 Used to think my only future was the nightshift
 Brain on ADHD autopilot
 And through it all
 Somehow I kept smiling
 I can never find the right words to say
 Only a handful of family ever sees my face
 But I'm only human
 Don't we all make mistakes
 I'm drowning in my head again
 And my thoughts don't want me to win
 They show compassion, Made of plastic
 And I don't want to be a tragedy
 But I'd rather be dead than a skeleton
 Dreaming bout' the things that he couldn't be
 'Cause I'm too impatient to wait for dreams
 I know I'm far from perfect
 But I know I can make it work
 I know I can make it work
 (Feels like I'm crazy)
 I know I'm far from perfection
 (Feels like I'm going insane)
 But I know I can make it work
 Feels like I'm crazy
 Everybody knows my name
 Going insane
 Weighing heavy on my brain