Tombstone

Made me feel some type of way I ain't ever felt before
 I could have the world today I'd just sit here and want you more
 Now I see you walk away, walking straight up out the door
 It just ain't the same place if you laying on the floor
 On the floor, guess I'm just down on my luck
 I'm looking down on myself
 Now I just don't give a fuck
 You come around when you stuck
 And me I never say no
 Never say no to a high
 Never been good at goodbyes
 And truth being told
 When its outside and cold
 My thoughts are filled with you
 I just feel so blue
 And truth being told
 When its outside and cold
 My thoughts are filled with you
 I just feel so blue
 Write your name on my tombstone
 For the winters when it's too cold
 Keep me warm under my ashes
 When your names all I imagine
 Write your name on my tombstone
 For the winters when it's too cold
 I'll be nothing but my ashes
 I'll be nothing but the past shit
 Yeah on the 3rd of December
 I bought me some Fentanyl, I was just planning to go
 And on the 4th of December
 I'm calling my friends and everybody that I know
 I was gon' tell them I love 'em
 And make amends with everything that I had done
 And on the 17th, that shit was the finale
 The curtains gon' drop on the show
 I had that burning feeling in my throat
 Yes I am hurting them all, that I know
 Can't even feel the cuts on my thighs
 So how would I feel their pain when I'm gone
 Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I've dealt with
 Just too many things that go untold
 They say that misery loves company
 But for once I just wanna be alone
 Tired of living, tired of noise
 Tired of women, of being a toy
 Tired of feeling zero emotions
 Tired of never having my own choice
 Tired of going to bed and praying to god that I might just never wake up
 Tired of singing lullabies to myself, feeling emptiness in my voice
 Please don't cry momma
 Please don't cry dad
 It was never your fault, it was my bad
 Please don't cry momma
 Please don't cry dad
 Let me go, let me go, I would like that
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me go
 Write your name on my tombstone
 For the winters when it's too cold
 Keep me warm under my ashes
 When your names all I imagine
 Write your name on my tombstone
 For the winters when it's too cold
 I'll be nothing but my ashes
 I'll be nothing but the past shit
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me
 Let me go, let me go