Life, Scars, Apologies

There's a part of me that's coming undone
 When tragedy cuts too deep, the scars that it leaves
 Will remind me that love can be found
 In between the seams of life, scars, apologies
 I've been through enough to know
 That the water gets rough
 Life and love, death and drugs
 I've been through enough
 And my scars are the proof
 There's no hiding the truth
 Guilt and shame on display
 Is this as real as it's feeling?
 There's a part of me that's coming undone
 When tragedy cuts too deep, the scars that it leaves
 Will remind me that love can be found
 In between the seams of life, scars, apologies
 All my dreams are the cost
 From all the battles I've lost
 Mocked and judged, sweat and blood
 My dreams are the cost
 But crying won't stop the bleeding
 Cut too deep, I need healing
 Wants and needs, apologies
 Is this as real as it's feeling?
 Is this as real as I'm feeling?
 There's a part of me that's coming undone
 When tragedy cuts too deep, the scars that it leaves
 Will remind me that love can be found
 In between the seams of life, scars, apologies
 I'm not proud of the scars that I've made
 But they remind me of what needs to change
 Is this as real as it's feeling?
 There's a part of me that's coming undone
 When tragedy cuts too deep, the scars that it leaves
 Will remind me that love can be found
 In between the seams of life, scars, apologies
 Of life, scars, apologies