Disconnected

So close, yet still so far,
 You can run but you'll never escape.
 I tried to pull myself together,
 But I guess its too late.
 I am the fire in your heart,
 Go to sleep and wait for the spark.
 Will you forgive me for this day?
 My life's a waste.
 This is the anchor that makes me drown
 I hope that you will never live this down.
 Abandon all your hope just to leave this mess,
 Out of anyone I sure know you best.
 Watch what a marvel this is
 To make your breath stop
 You are the gasoline,
 I am the fire that burns down to the ground,
 Then, there will be nothing left.
 Sweat drips down both my hands,
 As I feel the heat from where I stand.
 Blame me, I'm not gonna save you,
 You'll be forever burned alive.