Disengage/Evacuate

If time could mend my heart
 I'd find a way out from the dark
 Decaying, betraying
 Where will I place the blame?
 Should I lose my way
 Relenting, lamenting?
 How would I turn myself
 Watching my whole world break
 Questioning reality
 If I can find a way to escape the rain
 And leave us forsaken
 Floating away
 You're looking away from
 You're pushing away far from me
 Solace disappearing
 But you can't see that you're killing me
 These stories I am screaming
 But you can't seem to stop killing me
 But I am not a saint
 For thinking every world I wrote
 Tracing every part, replaying it slow
 I see you tightening the noose in your eyes
 Watch you bring an end to this life
 Cutting me down
 Solace disappearing
 But you can't see that you're killing me
 These stories I am screaming
 But you can't seem to stop killing me
 Pieces of my soul
 Pulling apart it again, slow
 Fragmented shadow, my thoughts
 Left bleeding and broken
 I hope I'll find out
 What it means to be free
 Live on, and on, and on
 Come to realize we're living in our dreams
 Could this really be the end of me?
 So I'll just draw my last breath
 The darkness in you
 Consuming within, and again, and again
 I stand still
 Left here encased in this small direction
 You're so cold, you're so cold
 Just don't come and be honest, below
 Sink down into this hole
 You're so cold, you're so cold
 Just don't come and be honest, below
 So say it
 Say it
 But now you're alone