Self-Sufficient

My niggas don't ever call me
 I done outgrew everybody
 Taste like envy in the air shaking the devil off me
 Can't let him take my soul
 Pray to God he makes me whole
 Because I know when I blow they gone be on me
 Ain't gone lie sometimes I feel abandoned I get lonely
 It's cold at the top I wonder why nobody told me
 Probably because we never thought we'd see the day
 Ain't no rappers made it from my city
 But hoe we don't want no pity
 Or no handouts we really got it out the mud
 That made us stronger
 Don't give up brother hold on a little bit longer
 Stay out of prison stay out of jail I'm gone show you
 The streets ain't the only way for a ghetto solider
 Pain in my eyes tears in my voice
 Get a sack and make some noise
 I ain't have no other choice
 Lay low and duck the boys
 Stack up and jump for joy
 Living life so paranoid
 Clutching off every noise
 Self sufficient
 Stack my riches
 Mind my business
 And keep my heater close
 Pure ambition
 No more wishing
 Go and get it
 One day I'll be the goat
 I don't know I don't know where I'd be
 To be honest music saved me
 Without it I'd go crazy
 Please don't make me don't make me yeah
 I just want to live my dream
 My soul crying do anybody hear my scream
 I just want to live my dream
 Do anybody hear my scream
 This shit gets deep when they all know that you got bigger dreams
 And I got brothers who got problems but I can't intervene
 They know if I could I would
 Just know when I'm good you good
 But I can't do no good
 As long as we in that hood
 Plus I got problems too but I ain't gone let that bother you
 Plus I'm a father too
 I was misguided too
 We get it out the dirt but that's where they find diamonds too
 Trying to get out that hurt
 Trying to stay drama proof
 Want tp live my dreams out
 Want to make my momma proud
 Want to help my momma out ain't going back to momma house
 I do this for Cee and them
 Mourn him until I see him
 And I keep my heat still
 Because I can't let no nigga do me that
 Self sufficient
 Stack my riches
 Mind my business
 And keep my heater close
 Pure ambition
 No more wishing
 Go and get it
 One day I'll be the goat
 I don't know I don't know where I'd be
 To be honest music saved me
 Without it I'd go crazy
 Please don't make me don't make me yeah
 I just want to live my dream
 My soul crying do anybody hear my scream
 I just want to live my dream
 Do anybody hear my scream