its your fault i'm antisocial

I wish I was a bit more known
 No life, no future
 I want alone
 Give me your attention
 I want all your affection
 My life stay steady pending
 I just want more attention
 I'm dropping all addiction
 I'm slowly fucking itching
 These pills intimidating
 I feel myself just sinking
 I'll decide if
 I have to find my way out of this new life
 You can't judge the way I'll hide myself from my own crazy mind
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 Well I just hope you're happy
 'Cuz now im feeling shitty
 Don't give me any pity
 I fucking hate this city
 They wanna fucking be me
 But they don't wanna hear me
 I walk around with glizzies
 And empty out my addies
 Now all my friends are rolling
 I'm on my phone just scrolling
 May not be straight but edgy
 Still spilling my spaghetti
 I hope you're fucking ready
 When I blow up I'll leave you
 I'm taking all my day ones
 'Cuz we do this shit for fun
 I'll decide if
 I have to find my way out of this new life
 You can't judge the way i'll hide myself from my own crazy mind
 I'll decide if I have to find my way out of this new life
 You can't judge the way i'll hide myself from my own crazy mind
 Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
 Finally, I can be myself around my family
 Finally, I don't hide myself just for safety
 Finally, I can be myself around my family
 Finally, I don't need more drugs to be happy
 Finally, I can be myself around my family
 Finally, I don't hide myself just for safety
 Finally, I can be myself around my family