almost

I won't break apart
 Couldn't say bye to my mama
 'Cause I might break her heart
 Two years after thinking
 Of ending all the pain
 I forgot what it really meant
 To live like how I wanted
 I won't break apart
 Long nights in the wrong fights didn't own mine
 F- life anywhere I go, I don't feel at home
 No one left to cope with was all on my own
 Nobody to talk to, no confidence
 Yeah, parents only wanna see on weekends
 Learned the truth about the family situations
 I've been piling up the drugs for all the sleep ins, yeah, yeah
 Yet I'm still here, thinking about us
 A lot of it's and could've maybes
 But I guess this is what made me
 But I guess this is what
 Yet I'm still here, thinking about me
 So damn glad I didn't chase you
 'Cause I know I need to live for
 Myself and those around me
 I won't break apart
 Couldn't say bye to my mama
 'Cause I might break up her heart
 Two years after thinking
 Of ending all the pain
 I forgot what it really meant
 To live like how I wanted
 I won't break apart
 Now I know, how I should
 Treat myself when I'm on the low
 Now I know, how I could
 Change my ways to better myself
 Now you know why I stay
 Quiet in the crowds that you go
 Now you know why I take
 All the blame so that I can let go
 I won't break apart
 I won't break apart