bayou

I don't have the drive
 To lie to myself when I cry
 Baby, will you be in my mind
 If I go blind will you be my eyes
 Or bury alive?
 This body and mind
 Take with you all
 This love that we tried
 A feeling denied
 I am sick of being misplaced
 Misunderstood when faced
 It rains all the time
 Back where we lived
 Wasting my years
 Trying to save what we had
 It's all in my head
 Washing away
 Let me shower in shade
 I am a flower at heart
 Grey in the soul that I can't take apart
 Making of the mess of the person at large
 There is a hole in my heart that you can't fill at all
 I can't feel my hands, way to numb
 I dont know if I say it loud
 Will it help with all this
 Rush in my mind
 That will crack me open
 I am tired of hoping, no more coping
 Caffeine dope and
 A lot of "what ifs and maybes", forcing
 A lot of issues that will cut me open
 It's rains all the time
 Back where we lived
 Wasting my years
 Trying to save what we had
 It's all in my head
 Washing away
 Let me shower in shade
 It's rains all the time
 Back where we lived
 Wasting my years
 Trying to save what we had
 It's all in my head
 Washing away
 Let me shower in shade
 Bury me on a Sunday
 Too numb to stay
 On a lie, alone when
 All things burn down
 All things burn down