Piss On Your Grave

I heard about your passing and I don't even know what happened
 My reaction: unwillingly gasping
 Once upon a time we stared up at you from below
 But it was all wasted time that I chose to devote
 I arose from the smoke; you left me there to burn
 A suffocating choke, you were a lesson to be learned
 Now I'm stuck right here reflecting upon the past
 What the fuck, my dear? You're the best I ever had
 My very best friend and my very worst enemy
 Then we fell off; I don't know what got into me
 You couldn't see clearly; everything became ugly
 Everything about you got put away and became dusty
 Trust me, you would be just as confused
 Do I dare go to your funeral and pay respect to you?
 Am I gonna dress in all black and start mourning?
 Or will I celebrate by means of a different story?
 Am I really gonna mourn for you?
 I know you; you expect me to
 I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
 Maybe I will, but I probably won't
 Am I really gonna mourn for you?
 I know you; you expect me to
 I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
 Maybe I will, but I probably won't
 I can't respect you or the life you led
 How the hell do you expect me to respect you when you're dead?
 Today, you're getting buried; I'm ready in all black
 Headed to the cemetary, I'm 'a go just to laugh
 I'm 'a go just to bash on your friends and your family
 Flip 'em all a "fuck you", 'cause I know they never standed me
 God damn, maybe be a fucking casualty
 You're out your mind, I don't get it; shit is baffling
 I am ready to drop this dirt
 The memories are great, but this hate comes first
 This rage is a thirst and I really need to quench it
 Piss on your corpse and publicly drench it
 Wipe your mother's tears with the urine on my panties
 See your sister tryin' to step; I'm 'a slap that bitch nasty
 Look at you dead, and not even Death want you
 The hate will be forever, so I let my life haunt you
 Am I really gonna mourn for you?
 I know you; you expect me to
 I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
 Maybe I will, but I probably won't
 Am I really gonna mourn for you?
 I know you; you expect me to
 I'm damned if I do; fuck it if I don't
 Maybe I will, but I probably won't