Life Trainee

I know that look, your puppy eyes
 Like your forehead has a vacancy sign
 Swingin' a bag like the palm of a hand
 Always late to the party 'cause you never want to land
 Smilin' at strangers, it's normal behaviour
 But it's new to me, I'm a life trainee
 Screaming at carpets, please pardon my darkness
 I'm present, not just here, for the first time this year
 Is it just me
 Or is everyone lost too?
 What fazed me before leaves me cold and bored
 This sadness addict just couldn't hack it
 A life trainee, learnin' happy
 Let's be honest, I'm a work in progress
 Your bedroom's not the same room
 Your next birthday's come all too soon
 I used to be so sure before
 I realised I knew nothin' at all
 Is it just me
 Or is everybody starin' at their shoes?
 Is it just me
 Or is everyone lost too?
 What fazed me before leaves me cold and bored
 This sadness addict just couldn't hack it
 A life trainee, learnin' happy
 Let's be honest, I'm a work in progress
 But I'll solve it