Missing

You say don't question the day
 Only to step out to the sun and wonder why?
 The world is turning gray
 I face my own ghost in the mirror, looks like I've died
 They say don't turn away when there's something that you fear
 You don't know what you're missing
 The same every day when I'm crouching down in tears
 You don't know what you're missing
 You don't know what you're missing
 You don't know what you're missing
 I wish I did believe that I could not know what I was missing
 Don't stop to see the everlasting
 Truth that I am sinking down
 The end
 I said I didn't crave the cure to take away my pain but I was lying
 Always talking sobriety but we both know I was just crying wolf
 I fell in broken glass
 Today I slipped right through and lost my place
 I think I'm done trying
 I threw away every loved one in the trash
 They're waiting for the call
 They're waiting for the call
 They're waiting for the call
 I wish I did believe in something stopping me from the fall
 Just homeless in the streets or stuck behind prison walls
 The end
 I think that I knew nothing but the need to slip away
 I found the comfort of drowning within, like there's no reason to stay
 There's no reason to stay