Jaded

My life is complicated
 I tried but it's too late an
 Just when i think that it's ok
 This place has overtaken
 More and more than I'm here
 It's all fake, I can't tell
 I think i finally understand
 How i got this way
 Every day I think that I'm Jaded
 More than I can admit
 In every way I think that I'm jaded
 To all that I have hated
 I can't begin to state that
 In every way that I think
 My brain's activated
 More and more than I'm here
 It's all fake, I can't tell
 I think i finally understand
 How i got this way
 Every day I think that I'm Jaded
 More than I can admit
 In every way I think that I'm jaded
 There is no way that I can turn back
 I see all things and it's crystal clear
 Living here is war on my life
 It has changed every piece of me
 Every day I think that I'm Jaded
 More than I can admit
 In every way I think that I'm jaded