A Grown Man

All given hope's the same
 Now it's all time to kill the pain
 Complaints covering a whining tongue
 Try to speak a mouth of truths
 To time to recollect for ill mannered self-neglect
 Stand on your own two feet
 Stability a broken strand of string
 Outstretched, out of reach
 Not enough rest for this brain staking quest
 These moods among the elite
 Sitting down to reexamine mistakes
 Overly analytical war gaming
 Slurring syllables, un-sober moment one use to regret
 Non scapegoat mouth
 Oversee several ideas
 Losing it inside
 These words are like a dyslexic interpretation of the wrong
 A quiet moment for love gone bad
 No time to waste for a second guess
 This look on your face
 So pathetic
 Stealing fear from an innocent mind
 Distilled existence to collapse into tears
 All in your hands now
 Change it
 Don't be what others think or want
 Fuck the law, create your own
 The heretic, the witch, a martyr for the weak
 Shoved down lives of ambition
 Stop whispering the truth to yourself
 Under a breath of lies, a false disguise
 Spell caster of curse words
 Spoken stones to be thrown at guilt covered society
 Give it till tomorrow
 Give it a couple days
 Blank face and lying smile
 Bothered by flawed events
 You only wished you hadn't given till it hurt
 A backward decision on your part
 Now this is starting over
 And less the man
 A selfish instinct overdose
 Re-assure the growth
 A traitor to your own words
 These bitter terms swapped
 Intentions never there
 Never to lend a hand
 Don't look back
 Behind your backs
 They grew to men
 Halt! Permission to stand, a grown man
 Symbolize the rape of freedom
 The loss to see all
 To decide on your own