Build Fear

everything is alone and dying
 a pariah even among demons
 crawling down the devil's throat
 i'll make cruel of your brain
 lewd courage... weak emotion
 blind to this part of mind
 strongest point of raw fright
 fear of guilt... express dread
 is this sickness there
 or has it already spread
 lump in the throat... heart in hand
 odius to the soul...
 offer your prayers
 breaking down strong esteem
 jaws numbed shut
 eyes wide with fright
 you stared at me
 tension builds... gritting teeth
 induce this reaction...
 picking up the pendulum
 slit your wrist...
 lying in your pooled blood
 cleansed in mortal tarnish
 suicide is not escape
 only a weak retreat
 this backbone of your inner cracked
 stick to death by this sick touch
 infinity of my retribution
 manifests this hate
 for your execution
 this backbone of your inner cracked
 nothing more repulsive
 than a pathetic man
 misgiven dusk the path to greet
 seizing all ripe memories
 stomach twists into hatred
 sticken to death by this touch
 ripping the soul from inside
 glowing bright with endowed gloom
 naive awareness... without sound
 a shame your courage
 lies in my handssheer black fright
 a fountain sealed
 i'll break your pride down into pain