Fingernails on a Chalkboard

Take advantage of weakness in thought
 The thought of you is crawling on my skin
 I've grown to accept my mistakes
 Solid stance in a secluded embrace
 Bitter ways that will rise above
 Intrusion on this time to reflect
 Gritting teeth in a cage of disrespect
 Laughter in a moment of neglect
 A war started over self righteous needs
 Putting innocence in harm's way
 Burning wrath of intent
 Time to brace the broken sleep
 Take the extreme approach
 Falling down on trust
 Given death to see
 Bullets to your head
 A bad apple of my eye
 Filled with worms of stolen life
 Reveal this lost childhood stage
 Later outcome for this unkept rage
 Dissolve into desire
 Growing away from one another
 Settling affection that constricts
 Grip on scorn behavior
 All my friends hate each other
 Modest pride lost in this foreplay age
 Happiness in problems
 Living life in an empty bottle
 A backyard open to the world of failure
 Defiance of the age of wounds
 Clear sight lost in countless ways
 Anger breeds in mindless grace
 Quiet moment before the end of days
 This new age to blame the weak
 Mental scars forever scream
 Vision of this self rebellion
 Dead endeavor of this silenced pain
 Arrange this standard
 This effigy to sooth the nerves
 Keep this mind from straying under staring eyes
 Wearing this masked expression
 A constant twitch of reaction
 Loaded problems that will hide behind the skull
 I am in search of the end
 Knotted in the gut from a parent's fight
 Death is my closest friend
 Locked door to the parents' room
 I've grown to deny my mistakes
 A war finished over selfish ways
 Broken teeth in an intense display
 Laughter grows to raise your enemies
 Precious time
 Raping all that is held close
 A war of words
 These scratchings of a mad man
 Filth back talk
 Washing your mouth out with soap
 All my losses
 A day of dead days
 Turning to ashes with the phoenix in flames
 Like the tenderness We had grown for each other
 Step aside and let me hear the complaints
 This equal sight for the judgement
 Absitenence will want the change
 Eyes open
 Spit out the truth with no disguise
 Surround with caution
 These hands being tied
 Blank mind set
 Naked to the world of regret
 Spit out the truth
 Slander the rights of love