Sewn Mouth Secrets

closet master reveal yourself
 clenching the truth in your throat
 choking on an abundance of lies
 i've broken it down one more time
 i stand and observe
 the puppets preach
 if i could cut the knotted strings
 instead i have to grit my teeth
 no control... what might have i done
 put your mind in my hands
 i'll break it down another time
 leaving this hate aside
 tie me up and tie me down
 tell me a secret, i'll tell you a lie
 rise to your behalf of the blame
 stand-up to tell me
 what is right or wrong
 contradict this friendship
 we once had
 play the deceiver while you preach
 pleasure me... pleasure my head...
 wishing you dead
 backstabbing... to gain a higher standard
 mistrust... distrust...
 a higher ground... a higher you
 well fuck that...
 a channel of degradation
 through this misunderstood
 form of communication
 seduction of the mind...
 climbing walls like hordes of rats
 our plagued feelings of undying lust
 speak... lips sealed...
 stolen... secret... your eyes they lie...
 can't hold... it in...
 your mouth speaks fuck...
 hope you... choke
 boiling point of my brain...
 driving my inner insane
 sink the quest... stolen identity
 worst time... last time
 surrounded br betrayal
 a plea for forgiveness
 ramblings of a mad idea
 intake the abuse
 tolerance... the system
 an excuse for this release
 lost time... explore the just cause
 a broken verse of points
 a key to lock the stride
 to be deceived again
 apologies unnacceptable...
 through discourse
 taping the mouth shut...
 during intercourse
 i lust your sweet distrust...
 crawling through your shit
 keeping your mouth shut
 you couldn't conceive it
 lost this game of yours
 it made you deceive me
 lies being spoken... untrue
 are you afraid to see me
 stand your ground... a loss
 standing in this room alone
 blank spaces on peoples faces
 question marks in my mind
 wished years of agony on myself
 heal... this... self-blame
 equal sides confused
 this... the thread that intertwines
 soul... the mind of selfishness
 lost... all these hungry mouths
 transmissions from tempest
 bite... the nonsense comes out
 my... rumors that one lives
 tongue... speak the goddamn truth
 cinema of fury
 a promise of lies must be left
 to make good for yourself
 boiling point pressures inside...
 twisting my secrets into lies