phases (feat. Kojey Radical)

I'm still adjusting
 We went from strangers to lovers
 From lovers to haters to nothing
 Feels like we rushed in
 I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
 Story's crazy
 I keep on flipping through pages
 I'm breaking my heart to your playlist
 We're skipping through phases
 Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
 Guess we'll never know
 How it came to this
 One day I don't even know you exist
 The next you insist it was me that you needed
 You had me believe it (You had me believe it)
 But all that glitters isn't gold
 Know with me you have a hold
 Played until we had to fold now
 The weight of us is taking toll on me
 I need to know
 How can you go
 All over me
 To all alone
 You're digging me the deepest hole
 I'm still adjusting
 We went from strangers to lovers
 From lovers to haters to nothing
 Feels like we rushed in
 I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
 Stupid is as stupid does
 Guess we've all been stupid once
 Had to focus more on me
 Choosing you ain't choosing peace
 I go six below I'm digging deep
 Gaining more but losing sleep
 Picture perfect just a dream
 But I'm fed up of counting sheep
 I go back and then forth
 Pack up go back to the source
 Sad with a happy divorce
 You don't see me anymore
 I'm talking literally
 I feel invisible now
 I feel invincible now
 I feel invincible ah
 Maybe I'm kidding myself
 You told me work on myself
 No point in killing myself
 Usually good on my own
 Wonder how you would've felt
 But I'm still healing myself
 Sometimes I pick up the phone
 But put down the pics on the shelf
 Cos
 I'm still adjusting
 We went from strangers to lovers
 From lovers to haters to nothing
 Feels like we rushed in
 I still suppress flashbacks of you and I fucking
 Story's crazy
 I keep on flipping through pages
 I'm breaking my heart to your playlist
 We're skipping through phases
 Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
 We went from loving
 To no discussion
 You got what you needed
 You know I'm plugged in
 My energy sucked up
 I'm playing it down but
 I'm tucking this loving
 Because I'm still adjusting
 Feels like we rushed in
 Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous