If I Die

I'ma mind my own business
 Fuck my feelings
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
 And goddamn
 I don't wanna write no list
 I don't wanna fuck my wrist, goddamn (goddamn)
 Took it all the way
 Took it all the way
 It goes away
 Then it comes back again
 Damn, I guess you lost another friend (another)
 Talking about it like it's a goddamn choice (it ain't a choice)
 Keep on fucking, talking, I'ma shut your voice
 'Cause I rock designer, don't mean I'm Gucci
 You would know if you fucking knew me
 She said, "Let 'em talk, it goes right through me"
 I don't know if she said that truly
 Hello, you don't gotta lie
 And I know it's hard sometimes
 How can they think that we don't try
 Even though we tell them
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
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 And I tip-toe back to the darkness
 I don't want this
 What the fuck is it you not get?
 I don't really wanna talk it out (yeah)
 I just really wanna walk it out
 I'ma mind my own business
 But my feelings slowly killing
 They be drilling into my head
 You don't wanna come and see it, you don't
 I used to say that I was blessed
 But now I feel like I'm possessed
 To live my life, I think it's over
 Yeah, yeah
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why?
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why?
 
 I'ma mind my own business
 Fuck my feelings
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
 And goddamn
 I don't wanna write no list
 I don't wanna fuck my wrist, goddamn (goddamn)
 Took it all the way
 Took it all the way
 It goes away
 Then it comes back again
 Damn, I guess you lost another friend (another)
 Talking about it like it's a goddamn choice (it ain't a choice)
 Keep on fucking, talking, I'ma shut your voice
 'Cause I rock designer, don't mean I'm Gucci
 You would know if you fucking knew me
 She said, "Let 'em talk, it goes right through me"
 I don't know if she said that truly
 Hello, you don't gotta lie
 And I know it's hard sometimes
 How can they think that we don't try
 Even though we tell them
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why? (Why?)
 ♪
 And I tip-toe back to the darkness
 I don't want this
 What the fuck is it you not get?
 I don't really wanna talk it out (yeah)
 I just really wanna walk it out
 I'ma mind my own business
 But my feelings slowly killing
 They be drilling into my head
 You don't wanna come and see it, you don't
 I used to say that I was blessed
 But now I feel like I'm possessed
 To live my life, I think it's over
 Yeah, yeah
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why?
 And I'm sad and she's sad too
 If I die then I had to
 My life is turned upside-down, like why?