Winning Where Losing Is All

Welcome into my maze
 A labyrinth of concern
 Once clear and easy to grasp
 Now point of no return
 Gateways, backwards though time
 Curtains falling on every morning's sun
 In spite of myself
 I am bleeding ascendancy dry
 Restructuring shells
 Where my vision will not turn a blind eye
 Welcome into my maze
 A labyrinth of concern
 Once clear and easy to grasp
 Now point of no return
 No tomorrows grace will end this - what is known as the dark night of the soul
 In spite of myself
 I am bleeding ascendancy dry
 Restructuring shells
 Where my vision will not turn a blind eye
 This newborn despair
 Cannot take away my bearing wall
 Yet in disrepair
 As I am winning where losing is all
 This journey will be long, I know
 Though it appears to take me nowhere
 It has me retained
 It might have no end, no salvation
 All I can do is dream
 And at the same time curse all hope