Delusions

I'm delusional
 Bad things turned into the usual
 Probably looking like a shell of my former self
 To the people that I used to know
 It was never my intention
 Not addicted, I don't need a intervention
 Best believe that I could lose it any second
 Way too many years done past with all this stressing
 Got a flight, hurry up I gotta check in
 Mind is blurry, I don't have a recollection
 Spilling liquor, posted up, I'm in my section
 Paranoid, so I look in all directions
 Yeah
 I don't wanna hear it, so my phone on silent
 Hit "do not disturb", I ain't tryna say no wild shit
 Every time we try to talk, we be getting violent
 That's why I just disappear to somewhere you can't find me
 Yeah
 In a minute, I'ma catch another vibe
 Hoping that I make it out this time
 In a minute, I'ma catch another vibe
 Hoping that I make it out this time
 No
 Make it out this time
 Hoping that I make it out this time
 In a minute, I'ma catch another vibe
 Hoping that I make it out this time
 I wish I could live forever
 I wish I could live forever
 I wish I could live forever
 I wish I could live forever