Second Letter From St. Julien

You say there's a god
 And you say you've got proof
 Well I've lost friends to heroin
 So what's your god trying to prove?
 You say he's alive
 His spirit flows through your veins
 Well I guess my best friend
 Was just trying to help the spirit escape
 And if there's a god
 Do I make him proud?
 Put a smile on his face?
 My mother, she gave me a crucifix
 She said, "Pray to Anthony if you lose this."
 Well, how can I believe in god if he won't believe in me?
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 I let my anxieties overwhelm me
 Tell me, why am I blessed with this curse?
 That rips holes through my head
 And put holes in my chest
 I get the feeling "maybe I'd be better dead"
 I wanna get over the feeling
 That I'll never be good enough
 And if there's a god
 Do I make him proud?
 Put a smile on her face?
 And if you're with god
 Am I making you proud
 By waking up each day?
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 And if you're with God
 Well, I hope that you're proud
 With a smile on your face
 And if you're with god
 Well, I hope that you're proud
 With a smile on your face