Stuck

Something's got a hold of me
 Buried deep inside but won't let me breathe
 This feeling I can't shake
 The chains that bind me I just can't break
 Every single day, it gets harder to bear this intolerable weight
 It was only a test but I swam to far against the tide,
 I deserve what I get.
 These things are weighing, weighing down on me
 They're coming down and suffocating me
 Too late to change
 It is what it is
 I deserve everything that I get too late to fucking change
 No, I won't fucking change.
 No redemption in sight for me
 My soul tainted by these dirty deeds
 These devils have invaded my brain
 Too late for change
 So many mistakes I've made
 Soon enough will come the day
 I'll live in the mess I've made
 No room, no room to change
 Please, just get me out...
 I can't fucking breathe.