Suffocating

In the beginning it was worth this
 Do the worst, feel complete
 Passing standards others meet
 (What we do best)
 Now, perfect endings make you anxious
 Heavy head, a colder sweat
 Leaving nothing here
 Nothing to regret
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh
 I miss the old days that we murdered
 They're so far gone, out of reach
 Watch your fate with summers heat
 (Well, it goes like this)
 Without a break from this distraction
 I need a change
 A different scene
 A new approach on coming clean
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive
 Still searching for a back door out of here
 Reassured that old friends will reappear
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting
 Still searching for a back door out of here
 Reassured that old friends will reappear
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Hold your breath deep and I'll keep waiting, waiting
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive
 Why am I still suffocating?
 Constantly devastated just to stay alive, ohh