Exist (feat. Shape)

I'm too old to die young
 But this was fun
 I done some dirty deeds
 And Jesus ain't my hero
 I'm just trynna live 'til 33
 But if I make it farther
 Maybe I'll forgive my father
 Settle down and
 Have some Cs I teach to walk on water
 If I could start this over
 VHS and press rewind
 I'd focus less on sex and drugs
 And stick with sex and wine
 Still a success to climb
 But exercise just ain't my habit
 I'm more like adderall and whiskey or a hit of acid
 Feeding drugs like feeding carrots to a rabbit
 Plus I'm rascally
 I get nasty on these beats
 I means I keeps it rashy
 They keep on asking for that new shit
 Say they got to have it
 But would they give a kid a dollar for his less shit
 I ain't mad it's just that death and taxes got me breathing heavy
 Maybe it's the cigarettes, or maybe I ain't eating healthy
 I dream I'm wealthy
 So of course I'm sleeping in
 Of course I'm hitting snooze
 That's like a nightmare creeping in, and
 I've been sinning since the first sip from the bottle
 Got me wicked
 And I drink until I over flow this pot I got to piss in
 'Cause I'm not about to listen to no logic I'm too ignant
 I ain't a healthy self but shit I finna get malignant, man
 Never fall in love
 Never have no kids
 Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live
 Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch
 When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip
 That's why you never trust the pigs
 Always plead the fifth
 And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist
 If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist
 This world is cold as shit
 You live and then you don't exist
 Some depressing shit I wrote when I was getting drunk alone
 I should've watched the throne but I was busy watching Game Of Thrones
 I'm going crazy just thinking at home, making songs
 And hoping there's still time to fuck these bitches later on
 But later on I'm acting anxious, maybe something's wrong
 I'm popping Xany's like candy corn just to keep me calm
 And on and on then feed me key bumps just to keep me gone
 Me energizer bunny up as hell at like 3 in the morn'
 Until I'm yawning, so dope I'm nodding
 This ain't the problem
 You at the top before you've ever known is rocks and bottom
 This drink's for Asim
 Probably thinking that we all forgot him
 A lot of friends I had is gone, got to go on without them
 And now I'm in and out of existential funks, I'm funky
 I said I'll never fall in love but that don't mean don't love me
 This will be fuzzy when their belly full but they still hungry
 And you will blame the drugs, I'd rather blame the country
 'Cause fuck the president
 Bitch, fuck you, and fuck your parents
 I ain't done laundry In a month
 I'm on some fuck these errands
 I am too drunk to give a beggars fuck about what I'm wearing
 Looking bummy on the subway, like I hope they're scared of me
 Never fall in love
 Never have no kids
 Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live
 Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch
 When you lying in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip
 That's why you never trust the pigs
 Always plead the fifth
 And if you copping off of me don't say my name I don't exist
 If you cheating on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist
 This world is cold as shit
 You live and then you don't exist