Straightfaced

I feel better tired
 That's why I'm up all night
 I think of what I'd say to you if you opened your eyes
 I can't keep the light out
 No, I can't sleep at all
 Those Sunday morning sermons, they come eating out my soul
 Could it be it
 Right in front
 I can feel it
 Oh I'm sorry, but
 I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you girl
 Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake
 I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
 And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore
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 Well I feel better crying
 But I can't bear the sight
 Oh you're begging me to stay but I can't be with you tonight
 But the sun comes up and I'm stuck
 And the brightness overwhelms me
 Out in that light I am so dark
 I pour out love but you can't see
 Could it be it
 Right in front
 I can feel it
 Oh I'm sorry, but
 I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you
 Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake
 I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
 And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore
 Behind
 I'll follow you into the end of time
 And I
 I thought I knew but I'm not sure this time
 But I can't keep a straight face on and say I didn't love you
 With all my heart I've shut you out 'cause it's all I know how to do
 There's so much screaming, but it's cold, it's dull
 And I felt things for you but I have never felt this numb