In Memory Of.............

IN MEMORY OF...
 So what is this, what's going on?
 Is there something that I miss?
 Is all I have to remember ever since I did exist.
 I've been wondering for a while where am I supposed to go
 It's for me to find out, it's essential that I know.
 In memory of a life all alone
 For the like in me, I can't find hope
 Impatiently awaits
 I hope to feel secure before it's too late
 What time would it cost?
 So I still I find myself lost
 I've been holding on to reality and what I have in store
 Not is a mend, a mystery, not worth much anymore
 Things would change for the better if were to be replaced
 To be mind gone what would have would be erased
 In memory of a life all alone
 For the like in me, I can't find hope
 Impatiently awaits
 I hope to feel secure before it's too late
 What time would it cost?
 So I still I find myself lost
 A lesson dance up in the air, up drifting out of space
 You seem to find out where I long is a move to place to place
 I'd get be passing on to rest to be something of the past
 Or get something clean and finally save me at last
 In memory of a life all alone
 For the like in me, I just found hope
 I patiently wait
 Until I was secure, it was not too late
 What time did it cost?
 So now I found myself