Body By Crystal

Jennifer walks out in the sunshine
 And she's not aware she's hurting anyone at all
 And she just performs for us and for hours
 Yeah I could stand up and leave,
 instead I choose to be taunted some more...
 Yeah I had a dream that things were going to get better
 Yeah but in my life, I found they only got worse
 And in my days, I've seen a little bit of trouble
 At least foundation works even over stubble
 And all the clouds came gathering 'round me
 I lost myself and I lost all my self-esteem
 And all my friends they could hardly recognize me
 Just mood swings and a messed up personality
 We lived in a world only the two of us were in
 And I wished that we could stay there, not let the real world begin
 Cause we became inseparable, yeah we were like blood
 You were like the sister I never had, the one I wanna...
 And all the clouds came gathering round me
 I lost myself and I lost all my self-esteem
 I wished you'd told me 'bout your troubles with BPD
 Your mood swings your penchant for methamphetamine
 And after a while, all that mattered was us
 And I thought we could make it with just a little luck
 And when you said we were done, I knew you meant no offence
 So I lost myself in heroin
 and lost all my good good good self-confidence
 I think I'm coming down, down, down, down
 Should've known this would all end in a nervous breakdown
 And the hardest thing is to treat yourself kind
 The body can be such a scary place a lot of the time...