Try Pt. 1 / Pt. 2

i'm trying my best to try
 try and cook and clean, and bike all the time
 search for, search for
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 i'm trying my best to not hurt
 my friends or myself, but it never works
 search for, search for
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 a new kind of light
 they told me it's time to go outside.
 i try my best to try
 i try to work, try to bike beneath the sky
 wide eyes they make some things so bright,
 make everyone look like they've got more sight.
 cut by the saw grass, i keep my pace
 the harder I look the less there's a trace.
 i feel like i'll never figure out
 what i want, what i want,
 what it's all about.