Firewall

I am sorry I am not here to tell a story or a lie
 I just didn't want to say good bye
 I am sorry I am not saying that you didn't have the right
 I just didn't want to let you go
 Here I am building a firewall in a path travelling downward
 shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
 must I sink in your domain and feel the pain that runs through my veins
 and in return I'll give you control of what I am
 I am sorry but I didn't want to let you run away
 but I think you've already made your mind
 straight out from the heart I'm here to bare my soul apart
 but I think that your decision is clear
 Here I am just to remind you this could go along and forever
 shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
 would you step inside to relieve and feel the pain that holds all the memories
 in this hole to witness the storm in my four walls
 Here I am building a firewall in a path travelling downward
 shall I pray for time not to take me anymore
 must I sink in your domain and feel the pain that runs through my veins
 and in return I'll give you control of what I am
 so understand that if you leave my life is gone, I will be done
 I cannot bare, I cannot live life on my own
 Here I am just to remind you this could go along and forever
 would you step inside to relieve and feel the pain