Soft Aggression

If you really with me why am i rolling in the weather
 If you really with me then we 'post to be together
 You made me a solider now my heart is made of metal
 Disguised as an angel I was falling for the devil
 Now all of my pain turning into soft aggression
 Coming for your brains no remains on the stretcher
 I got beams on top of beams and my dreams it's a blessing
 I got money from the fiends to be playing like the rest them
 Left some people in my past I had to cut 'em for the better
 I don't really feel like fucking but just fuck it it's whatever
 Imma take you from your family if you take me from my cheddar
 If I'm lacking then don't spare me cause I should've been more careful
 I'm busting off the pack I'm leaning back I drift I drive
 In a room full of people I feel lonely deep inside
 Shawty tell me that you love me I won't judge you fuck your pride
 I want you now you move around
 You come back home and we be fine
 If he think he fuck with me then he must be out of his mind
 My nigga pop out at your house like it's a party prove some pride
 Double SD on my tombstone I stay solid in the prize
 I be busting controlled substance when I'm rolling in the ride
 Look to the sky and for why lately my feelings been gone
 They already broke my heart I feel they breaking me off
 I got a list I make a call I'm Malcom X'ing 'em off
 You got a problem my solution get my weapon involved
 I be stepping no direction if I crash then I'm gone
 I'm smoking all your family tree I guess I'm ashing your bro
 How the fuck I'm giving you my all and you still asking for more?
 I make a path for all my dogs and then I'm passing it on
 Dont know if I'm down to make that call cause you been fucking me off
 It hit they ass ain't seen it coming Nina sing like richard
 Don't wanna mask and bust your pumpkin Halloween not involved
 We do got hollows if you want 'em get delivered tomorrow
 I apologize for my demeanor I can't help I'm a leaner
 I ain't only rapping for myself cause Imma speak for my people
 Hands held together pray to God cause I can't visit the reaper
 That's why I'm tryna sin the other side as soon as I see 'em
 I be yelling tell Aretha ma I'm so traumatized
 They telling me that love is blind but I got blood in my eyes
 I feel like Jesus in the sky cause they cross me like A.I
 All this pain up in my body make it hard to survive