Fall

I saw you again
 For the first time in ages
 You looked just the same
 But you sounded so different
 Your manner of speaking
 And the tone of your voice
 Were so changed
 If I were a bird I'd have fluttered away
 But as I don't have wings
 I was required to stay
 In my place at the register
 Ringing you up
 In the most awkward way
 In that stupid café
 I saw you again
 For the first time in ages
 You looked just the same
 But you sounded so different
 Your manner of speaking
 And the tone of your voice
 Were so changed
 And I'd never seen that shirt before
 And I'd never seen that scarf before
 And I shouldn't want to see you more often
 But I do
 And I'd never seen that hat before
 And I'd never seen that bag before
 And I shouldn't want to see you more often
 But I do, I do, I do, I do
 It's been a whole year
 It's been twelve whole months
 The innumerable minutes, I counted each one
 In a manner of speaking
 I still really love you
 And I can't get you, can't get you
 Out of my head
 I've spent all this time
 In extensive reflection
 And in my recollection
 The things that I said
 Were gratuitous in
 Their emotional content
 And I'm sorry If saying them scared you away
 I shouldn't have acted the way that I acted
 I shouldn't have called you
 I should have retracted
 The things that I said
 At the moment I said them
 Or better yet I should've never been born
 I should have retracted
 The things that I said
 At the moment I said them
 I shouldn't have called you
 I shouldn't have acted the way that I acted
 I need to be punished
 I need to be punished
 I need to be punished
 I need to be punished
 Every thought inside my head is suddenly exploding
 Every object in my room is suddenly too dull
 Everything I feel inside my heart is fully inappropriate
 Every object in my room is suddenly too dull
 There's only a window there
 Only a window there
 Only a window, only a window
 (You can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it)
 There's only a window, only a window
 Only a window, only a window there
 There's only a window there
 Only a window there
 Only a window, only a window
 (You can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it)
 There's only a window, only a window
 Only a window, only a window there
 Do do do do do do do do do
 Do do
 Do do do do do do do do do do do do
 Do do do do do do do do do do
 Do do
 Do do do do do do do do
 There's only a window there
 Only a window there
 Only a window, only a window
 (You can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it)
 There's only a window, only a window
 Only a window, only a window there
 There's only a window there
 Only a window there
 Only a window, only a window
 (You can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it)
 There's only a window, only a window
 Only a window, only a window there
 There's only a window there
 Only a window there
 Only a window, only a window
 (You can do it you can do it you can do it you can do it)
 There's only a window, only a window
 Only a window, only a window there
 I close my eyes
 And in my memories
 I'm drowning in your coat
 I'm gathering the leaves that fall
 In my memories
 I'm drowning in your coat
 I'm just jumping in the leaves that fall