Never Mind Me

I know what it feels like to be left on your own
 To want to end it all and end the pain you've shown
 I know that you feel like it's all your fault
 But it's mine, you know?
 I never thought I'd be the same
 I cried for weeks, I felt the blame
 I'm getting worse and you don't know
 But I'm not angry anymore
 I hate myself, I hate you too
 I don't know what I did to you?
 I'm giving up, I'm letting go
 Nevermind, you'll never know
 I need you in this moment but you left me all alone
 I'm just sitting and waiting by the telephone
 It's not like you're dead and it's not like you're dying
 But when you told me you loved me, I knew you were lying
 I know what it feels like to be left on your own
 To want to end it all and end the pain you've shown
 I know that you feel like it's all your fault
 But it's mine, you know?
 You sat at the end of my bed
 I'll never forget what you said
 You told me you were nothing
 And you were better off dead
 You said you wanted to try again
 Just like your son jumping in front of that train
 I saw it, I saw the pain in your face
 It only gets worse, it doesn't go away
 I can hear you crying and I'm sorry that it hurts
 But you can't hear me crying because it's hidden in my shirt
 You can't hurt me anymore, I already hurt myself
 And I still feel like I'm nothing without you
 I gave up on you when you gave up on me
 I gave up on you when you gave up on me
 I gave up on you when you gave up on me
 I lost hope, I let go
 I would give up on me too
 I gave up on you when you gave up on me
 You made me think it was all my fault
 You've broken me, you broke my heart
 You told me you tried, you told me you'd end it
 You told me you loved me and I'd never forget it
 You made me think it was all my fault
 You've broken me, you broke my heart
 You told me you tried, you told me you'd end it
 You told me you loved me and I'd never forget it
 I'll never forget it
 And I'll never forgive you
 You're killing me
 You've killed yourself
 You've killed yourself