Deep End

Only time will tell if the waves
 Will cover me or let me go
 Drunk on time and lavender foam
 I was always so afraid to know
 It's more than sink or swim
 I'd rather not go in
 The deep end
 Endless sea that stretches out,
 Orion's belt holds me back
 From my point of view, everything is possible.
 I separate fantasy from fact (ch)
 I was always so entranced
 By the push and pull of the tide
 I was always so afraid of the undertow that would come
 And bury me inside
 In my final moments, I forget to breathe
 And sink beneath the surface without shame
 In my final moments as I held my breath, I knew
 That nothing would ever be the same