Lose It

Ooh-ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh-ooh
 Ooh-ooh-ooh
 How come these drugs don't even do sh-?
 I just got a new b-
 Flip it, yeah, I move sh-
 Shawty love how I do sh-
 She still playing my old songs
 I been working on new sh-
 I don't know if I'll wake up
 I don't know what I'm doing
 Think I'm about to lose it, lose it
 All the way back on my bullsh-, bullsh-
 I don't really gotta prove sh-, don't gotta prove sh-
 I used to have nightmares, now I lucid
 And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
 Think something's changed
 I fix the pain with the pain
 I fix the pain with the pain
 I thought that by now I be just chilling, a 100K and a bad b-
 Instead, I got these drug habits
 Lost the only thing I ever wanted, shit turned me into a savage
 Moms asking if I'm okay, I just told her, quit the asking
 And I'm flabbergasted by the way my life right now
 Pain about the only way to feel alright by now
 Slow it down and speed it up
 And don't ask me what's in my cup
 And don't laugh 'cause you f-king suck
 Told her pass me the f-king blunt, ay
 And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
 Think something's changed
 I fix the pain with the pain
 I fix the pain with the pain
 And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
 Think something's changed
 I fix the pain with the pain
 I fix the pain with the pain
 If the gate's that's so f-king famous ain't fake, I hope that I make it
 Just another day in hell raining murder all on the pavement
 Wonder if before I die, I'll get to ride on a spaceship
 I'm craving some' I can't say, still amazes me that I made it
 Conversations with Satan and Jesus about displacement
 But I'm looking in the mirror, it's just me and I hate it
 Don't ask me how I'm feeling again, I swear I'm amazing
 I'm just tryna find this god-n key to unlock this safe with
 It's safe to say that I turned into something that they don't play with
 I'm smoked out, emaciated pacing round in a vacant lot
 Give me Xans and juice 'til I can barely walk
 Until I can't stand to talk 'cause it feel like rubber bands that hit my hand too hard
 I'm manic, culprit? Never 'cause I'm never caught
 Number one spitter and in hearts
 I'm always high, I'm never not
 I know I'm nice, the ones who hatin' on me, mad they never was
 I'd probably be mad too if my whole life I ain't never stunt
 And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
 Think something's changed
 I fix the pain with the pain
 I fix the pain with the pain
 And I don't know if I'll ever be the same
 Think something changed
 I think something changed