Defect

Control is hard when it feels like I'm broken
 It's hard to ignore when it's buried in my skin
 Broken
 Pull my self together
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 I'm fucking exhausted pretending my levels are fucking normal
 Gritting my teeth just to get through the fucking day
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 Never again will I say it's copacetic to look
 Myself in the eyes and say "I'm fine with dying"
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 You are not free, okay?
 Don't you believe anybody who tries to convince you
 That's bullshit
 You don't have to go through your life
 Believing that, okay?
 Never again will I look down on myself for being who I am
 Nevеr again will I look down on myself for being myself
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 (Control is hard when I feel knotted and broken)
 (It's hard to ignore when it's buried in my skin)
 Control is hard when I feel knotted and broken
 It's hard to ignore when it's buried in-
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 It's hard to ignore when it's buried in-