Embarrass You

I'm getting flashbacks to prom
 Out in Chad Van Dyke's bush
 Oh, weren't we all once that young
 Before the clockhands took what they took
 But my hands grip 'round the threads
 Of that still-born drunk dream
 But you're way past that now
 Except you're still stuck with me
 It must be hard to watch the ones you love fuck up for fun but it's worth it
 I'm sorry I embarrassed you I want to change
 I'm in a room with your mom
 After a Christmas parade
 I'm burnt-out and staggered
 Occupying some out-of-mind space
 And I'm a big disappointment
 Well, that's only half true
 Half of me is a party
 And the other half's letting down you
 It must be hard to watch the ones you love fuck up for fun but it's worth it
 I'm sorry I embarrassed you I want to change