Grateful (feat. Kenn Starr & Kokayi)

Hey, if somehow I find a way
 Just to make through today
 I will say that I'm so grateful
 If I die before the break of day
 There is nothing more to say
 But for the time we've shared, I'm so grateful
 1 (Kenn Starr)
 I re-emerge back from the ashes
 Born again back from the past tense
 Sorta like The Passion, the backlash from them back lashes
 Our future and our present and past sins wrapped in
 A sacrifice, askin' myself if I'm rappin'
 For the right reasons, scared cuz it seems if
 A lifetime dream might be just for season
 If that's the case then how am I 'sposed to leave it
 Believe that I could do this forever and a day
 But to God man forever is a day
 So I'm set up either way,
 Tryna find answers
 Yeah a nigga pray, wondering if mine answered
 Like gettin' a catscan and hopin' that they don't find cancer
 I'm hopin' that all my fans stand up
 Show me your support and tell me you still listen
 Lemme know if its cool to keep it real for a minute
 Let's build for a minute can anybody relate to
 Being in the game strugglin' to stay faithful
 Not to a lover or a significant other
 But the morals instilled when you was lil' from your mother
 But still it's a mother navigating through an industry
 Infatuated with hatin' and friends turn to enemies
 Saturated with the temptation to take a turn towards
 Chasin' the fame and admiration ain't tryna burn for it
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 When my last experience has been acquired
 And I arrive at the date I will expire
 I hope I am surrounded by extraordinary folks that I admire
 And hopefully a few that I've inspired
 Nothing here is certain, except the show must end and they'll eventually close the curtain
 But will my life be worthy of an encore
 Or standing ovation, man I'm so gracious
 Even though I put in more work than job core
 Walking the line between heartfelt and hardcore
 Transforming pages into little paper Concordes
 So I can travel the sky before I live in it
 No regrets y'all if my all's what I'm giving in it
 This song ain't about what I should've did different
 Just appreciatin' each moment up to this minute
 This Kick, this Snare, this Bar
 I'm ecstatic that I've made it this far, this heart
 Could've cease to beat and I would hardly be seizing beats
 Or even see my seed or greet peeps with "Peace"
 I would rest in it, that's a definite
 And my goal's to never quit 'til I'm a resident
 Of a casket or better yet an earn
 The sun will shine forever while you burn baby burn
 Last words to my daughter would be learn baby learn
 And make your mark
 Can't break your spirit even though they might break your heart!
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 Dedicated to our family and friends
 To our worldwide supporters and fans
 Just had to take time to say that...
 (Kokayi)
 I'm so grateful!
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 QN5 Music
 Low Budget
 M-Phazes
 (Kokayi)
 I'm so grateful