fall asleep to the thought of me trying to fall asleep

I probably wrote this down before
 I don't think that I'ma stay
 I love you just like I did before
 But I can't stand the way
 I probably never meant as much
 As I think you meant to me
 I don't think that I love anyone
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 I'm kinda nervous, yeah, I think I better get to leaving
 Funny how secure I feel my insecurities and
 Tryna call my friends I hope they got the time for speaking
 Like here's another song I wrote that I'm never releasing
 And I've been feeling like we're falling down the stairs
 Every time we take a step forward I hit my head
 Am I the only one that's overthinking 'bout my ex
 And tripping over what she said
 I'm so tied to my bitterness and
 I probably wrote this down before
 I don't think that I'ma stay
 I love you just like I did before
 But I can't stand the way
 I probably never meant as much
 As I think you meant to me
 I don't think that I love anyone
 I was in the city at the time, and (I don't think that I love anyone)
 I got the message, like, "Yo, is this, is this one about me?"
 Uh, "Is this writing about me?"
 In my head, at the time, I just thought
 (I don't think that I love anyone)
 Everything, this whole thing's about you
 Everything's been about you, since the moment I met you
 (I'm tryna wake up next to me)
 (I'm tryna wake up next to me)
 (I'm tryna wake up next to me)
 I can't help it
 I'm tryna wake up next to me
 I can't help it
 Shouts to the gang in the building, what's up