I'm Actually Done With Myself

You say you're the best for me
 But I'm my own worst enemy
 I fantasise the death of me
 I never fear
 My mind has been stressing me
 Ever since I turned 17
 It just keep on telling me
 You're not welcome here
 I focus on jealousy try to ignore through Hennessy
 Xanax my remedy surprised I'm still here
 Understand what you telling me
 You can change you keep telling me
 Been dead I'm just telling me
 My life never cared
 Why would I think that I could just hold on
 I don't mean to make you think that you're wasting you're time
 Smoke and pop my pain away I hold on
 Moonlight shining on me that's when I think bout my life
 You say you're the best for me
 But I'm my own worst enemy
 I fantasise the death of me
 I never fear
 My mind has been stressing me
 Ever since I turned 17
 It just keep on telling me
 You're not welcome here
 I focus on jealousy try to ignore through Hennessy
 Xanax my remedy surprised I'm still here
 Understand what you telling me
 You can change you keep telling me
 Been dead I'm just telling me
 My life never cared