Living Death

are you able to feel my pain
 have I ever seen the light in my life
 I can't remember the days once I felt
 felt the fear and lost control
 I have never seen lovely people
 only war we make to all of us
 only hate and destruction of every life
 I don't want to live here any more
 my body is a prison
 I can't feel I can't see
 show me the way out
 I want to feel I want to see
 my life is not what it used to be live in sadness
 spending time with waiting waiting for an end for the light
 there is no chance for me to live
 praying all the time for changing things
 but nobody have ever heard this words from me
 I am forever damned
 see the angels flying away
 take my soul with them on their way
 but none of them takes care for it
 none of them have heard my painful screams