I Deserve to Bleed

I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
 I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
 I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
 'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
 I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
 I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
 The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
 The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
 I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
 I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
 I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
 I wanna slash across what used to be my face
 I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
 I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
 The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
 The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
 They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
 I guess we all just fake it 'til we die
 Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
 But it's harder when you have to love yourself
 I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
 I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
 The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
 The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
 The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
 The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed