High Hopes

High above me, hope swarms like flies
 I am trying not to hide
 Hide from them, hiding in my hell
 I am trying to be someone else
 All this noise just goes in one ear out the other and
 Oh my god it's too much
 All this sweat just drips out one pore and another and
 Oh my god it's too much
 We tried to keep an even score
 But what even play the game for?
 We tried to keep an even score
 But no one's really even counting anymore
 What even play the game for?
 Do you have it in you to lie?
 To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine
 'Cause high above me, hope swarms like flies
 I am trying not to hide
 Hide from them, hiding in my hell
 I am trying to be someone else
 All the lights just blow out with one blink and another and
 Oh my god it's too much
 All the truth just hurts with one word and another and
 Oh my god it's too much
 I would believe the things you say
 When you say them the sweetest ways
 Fill holes in all my cavities
 Can still taste you on my teeth
 Do you have it in you to lie?
 To tell yourself that you're gonna be fine