Wash

Ten bucks says that you think about her
 More than she thinks about you
 She has no idea what you're thinking about
 Or what you've been going through
 And you can memorize patterns of rugs
 From staring at the floor but avoiding eye contact
 Doesn't work much anymore
 (It doesn't work much anymore)
 So I'll wash
 The cigarette smoke out of my clothes
 They smell like
 Your car did six months ago, back when
 You picked up a pack
 Because you thought that they made you look cool
 (But they don't, no they'd don't)
 And I hope you don't think it's wrong
 To replace mine with his name across your tongue
 With casual sin and smoke in your lungs
 Just another boy that life did him wrong
 And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 Is this letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means
 So I'll wash
 The smell of your perfume out of my skin
 I've got all of these, these thoughts and these words
 But I don't have anywhere to begin
 So I'll start with this-- you're a blade to my neck
 I can't handle these words
 I can't handle regret
 Can't handle this right now, and I'm sorry
 I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means
 And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means
 And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 (Ten bucks says)
 Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 (That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means
 And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 (Ten bucks says)
 Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 (That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means
 And I'm holding on cause it's all that I've got
 (Ten bucks says)
 Since the letter you wrote that said that I'm all that he's not
 (That you think about her more than she thinks about you)
 And I'm hoping that doesn't mean what I think it means